Hey everyone...

This is the one and only Anthony B ;)

I haven't changed a lot... but i realize who i am a lot more... i know now that i am quirky... lol

I have finished a whole semester of college... with decent grades... i think i am doing horribly... and i am ready for college to be hard... but yet... minus all the drama... minus all the random activities... and throw in some well planned visits to waffle house at 2 in the morning... and you have my life... work by day... and have fun by night... sleeping... yea about sleeping... its a very underutilized luxury... i miss it... and i often partake of it in the middle of... a lot... but i guess things are always happening... so you have to miss something...

I think i may return...

AJ

Well... its past midnight... and i am in my dorm room, everyone else is gone for the holidays... and i just wanted to say to all those out there who still use this here xanga... happy thanks giving... things just aren't the same for em anymore though...

I lost my car... somebody needed it more then i me though i guess so they lifted it from the parking lot here at the college... so i had no way to get home... i found this one guy who might of been able to take me to my house... but it turned out that he had left before i could get ahold of him and... he didn't want to take me anyways...

I lost my job... this one was a big one... i worked for papa john's pizza... not a really big or important job but it gave me some extra money and i enjoyed being around the people... but i went home one weekend and one of the people i asked to cover for me... didn't come in... so i got fired... not to worry i got a new job now... but i will have to be more resposible with this one...

I don't have a phone... but as things are coming back together with my job and all i think i will be able to get it turned back on and all...

My dad is going through a rough time... he is having trouble trying to pay for my brothers accident and is in a bit of a financial bind at the moment... He is also still alone and not currently pursuing anyone at the time... his "friend" david is doing nothing for him but bringing him down further...

My brother is having trouble... he isn't able to make friends... in the environment me and my brother grew up in... it was always about survival amoung a group of people who were going to ridicule you... you had to be conservative and never mess up or someone would say aomething and make you feel stupid... I want him to not be so afraid to ask others for things (exp. rides to where something is going on)

My friends are doing well... but as usual i feel like i just am not completeing what i want for myself... i tip my hat to you guys... i always did look up to you...

I am having trouble trying to prioritize... i stay up to late... doing nothing but hanging out... and then during the day all i do it sleep... when i should be doing homework... i have no schedule... i just do what i do... and i need to get on the ball with my reading... if i don't i will not be able to get a B in history... i need to stop hoping and make things happen... so i guess this means i am gone... i think its time i did some catch up...

Peace,

AJ

Currently Listening Feel Good Inc. By Gorillaz, De la Soul see related

Well,

It looks like i will being staying here for the weekend... i have to get some stuff worked out with my new job... danggit... they only had me come in for a whole on eday of work this week so i hope i get some more hours... they suck... But i guess that is what i get when i work at a pizza place eh...

I have cought up on most of my homework fortunatley... but yet i still need to work on my health... isn't that sad... i have done all my other work except health... it would suck to fail health too... but i have already missed a class and i raelly am not worried about it... because of my state of unworriedness... i am starting to think i should be...

My roommate went home for the weekend... so that sucks... noone here... that means i will have to either a. make a new friend and hope their not physcos. or b. just hang out with my dormmates... when they are here... and without letting them know that i have nothing better to do... goota keep my cool apperance ya know :P...

that about sums up my life for now...

Peace,

AJ

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Well i have been to all of my classes but one so far... and have one class with my roommate... P.E. of all things... but it is required at this college... so yea its kewl...

drinking juice and hanging in the room... :) college is only as fun as you make it right... and juice is fun... yea!

I like my profs so far... except the "film appreciation" teacher... he was going to have a grad assistant teach the class... but i guess he changed his mind... I think i would have been happier with the grad assitant... weird guy...

nothing to major so far... just some readin... and a little bit of reasearch... nothing a sweet worrior like myself can't handle... yea!

i am going back home this weekend... i have to get my laptop... calculator... PS2... and hopefully XBOX... so yea... that will be the highlight of the week... other then the mass flooding...

I feel after i get settled... i am going to see if i can't play the field... meet a few girls in the gym... :D

Oh yea... i worked out today... i like it... cause there is noone to make me look bad... there is noone doing the same thing... but with like 200 more pounds then me... i like it here... monday... wednesday will be my days... 3 sets of 15 reps for upper body (2-3 machines)... 3 sets 15 reps leg press... 3 sets 15 reps for lower legs... i never seen these kind of machines before... and man the must be for girls or something... but... there is noone there to tell me... your an idiot for using a girl machine you pansy... so i use it with pride lol! (spreads your legs really wide...)

not worried about any class so far... but i still have to go to algebra... so yea i think i am about to have to rethink that... I hope its another Mrs. Cannon... if so I will sit in front lol... (thank you Mrs. Cannon)

Peace,

AJ

P.S. still no new friends... I guess i am not a sterotype... makes it harder to make friends when your not anything set...

Welp,

time to tell you all about my first full day here...

Well it started with a cerimony... kinda kewl... good classical music... then they lead us to this gay game to help us focus in class or something... lame... then we went and ate at a picnic... but there were so many people eating o man!!! long line!!! but good food!!!! (every event i talked to at least 5 girls... never the same ones... and never not my type... that is how many girls there are here... ;D)

then we went to wally world... get some bread and cheese for our sandwhiches... it started to rain while we were in there... no big deal right a little rain... o man!!! it came down now!!! we waited most of it out being in wally world... so when we went to the car it was sprinkling... but once we got into the car it was cats and dogs all over again... no joke as soon as we were pulling out... once we got to campus we found that UCA doesn't have a good water flow system... o man!!! this place was so flooded... !!!!! the water came so far up that cars were actually getting water in them... in them!!! from the water coming up so high... you couldn't move your car... because it would soak the inside!! so high that a jeep was flooded into place!!! lol there were so many people playing in it! we tryed our hardest to splash them... and not hydroplain!!! it was great!! then we were driving around to find a place that was not flooded... o man!!! did we find the perfect place... it wasn't flooded... but every where around it was... we parked and it stopped raining again... just for us... once we got inside the building... jumping over huge puddles the size of cars and most of the time as tall as them... (ground clearance wise) it started to rain again... pooring so hard and winds so strong it blew a roof off of a building... a buildings roof came off!!! and i was here in the middle of all that!!! we waited in our rooms for a while til it was time to go to horray!!! it was sweet!!! we got to "interact" with our fellow classmates!!! it was so much fun... and you know the movie hitch!! o man the guy it is based on was here... they had the GUY HITCH IS BASED ON, HERE!!!! he was hilarious and his games were fun and random!

lol wow busy day... THEN, we went to midnight madness... which was ok you know... poker 21, bingo, stuff like that... but! they gave out an i-pod nano!... nope didn't win... darn my luck... but they did give us a free t-shirt... o yea and more girls!!!!!!!!!!

But yea to sum it up... sweet!!!!!!!! (cept for the roof thing)

that was my first full day at college...

AJ